Look what I have found

friends cut

2009-10-25T15:53:46Z

If you feel you were unnecessarily cut, let me know. Otherwise, it's just the internet, I didn't feel like we got along or whatever.

Friends Cut

2009-07-18T15:56:54Z

I'm making changes in my life and I feel that if we don't talk, comment each other, or really bother to read each others posts, you and I really have no business being friends.

So yeah, you can say it's personal but not in a bad way, I'm just moving on with my life and I feel that certain people/ideas/attitudes are holding me back. So to those of you who were cut, please proceed to delete me as well.

If you feel you were wrongly cut let me know in comments and I'll be more than happy to explain myself.

Friends cuts...

2009-02-20T19:49:10Z

I do them XD

I'd like to say it's not personal, but it totally is. Those removed will either
A)not notice
B)notice and not care
C)all over the above.

if you feel you were wrongly cut or would like to complain to me about how I suck as an LJ friend, please do comment this entry.

Trust in My Self Righteous Suicide-Sam Winchester Fanmix

2008-11-01T05:25:43Z

Medium:TV
Fandom:Supernatural
Subject:Sam Winchester
Title:Trust in My Self Righteous Suicide [EP]
Warnings:Explicit Lyrics, Spoilers for season 4
Notes: Just a small EP consisting of rock songs that deal with Sam as a person and the battle he's fighting with himself and others. I'm really not that good at cover art...it's only my second try so please let me know what you think =)

I hope my little explanations aren't too boring, I want to make it clear as to why I chose the song for him and how it fits.

Chop Suey-System of a Down
I don't think you trust in my self righteous suicide.....Why have you forsaken me/in your eyes forsaken me/in your thoughts forsaken me/in your heart forsaken me

Title of the mix because Sam thinks that he cause use his powers for good but in the back of his mind he also knows that it's a suicidal thing to do because he doesn't know the full extent of what he can do. Second part is mostly aimed at Dean for pushing him away.

Bodies-Drowning Pool
You're all by yourself but you're not alone/You wanted in now you're here/Driven by hate consumed by fear

I think Sam doesn't trust himself with himself anymore; he's afraid of what he can do mostly because people see him as a threat and he's starting to see himself as one. I think "driven by hate, consumed by fear" fits him best because the hate for YED drove him to discover who he was and now the fear of the realization is consuming him.

Down with the Sickness-Disturbed
It seems what's left of my human side/Is slowly changing in me....Looking at my own reflection/When suddenly it changes/Violently it changes/There is no turning back now/You've woken up the demon in me

This entire song fits so well with Sam's transformation from the nice guy in season 1 to a semi-demon in season 4. The only part I really wish I could take out is the part with the talking..ignore it to make me feel better XD

My World-Sick Puppies
So here I am again/In the middle of the end/And the choice I wish I made/I always make too late

Even though it looks as if Sam isn't going to change his ways, I'm sure a lot of the fans still have hope that he's still good deep down but he's just making some bad choices that he might regret later.

Where will you go?-Evanescence
You think that I can’t see right through your eyes/Scared to death to face reality/No one seems to hear your hidden cries/You’re left to face yourself alone

There is a lot of tension between Sam and Dean this season; Dean is too scared of Sam to even listen to what's really going on with his brother and I think that's going to separate them both even more. It's probably going to get to the point where Sam won't bother talking to Dean and he'll just leave Dean to handle his own problems.

Almost Easy-Avenged Sevenfold
Shame pulses through my heart/From the things I've done to you/It's hard to face/but the fact remains/That this is nothing new

Deep down inside Sam feels bad for hurting those he loves but it's something that's he's got to accept and it's something that is part of his life and in some ways leads him to make the choices he makes.

.zip file includes artwork.

Please comment if you download. If you feel like you want to add to what I've said please feel free to do so! If a link dies (doesn't matter when) just comment and I'll re upload.

friends cut

2008-07-21T02:18:06Z

sorry, we don't talk..no point having you on my list.

If you feel you were wrongly cut, let me know in comments

=)

friends cut

2008-05-17T19:58:54Z

Sorry, really..it's just that I find it pointless to have people on my list that I don't talk with. If you still want to be my friend and think I cut you unfairly comment me and tell me why.

locked.

2007-04-06T05:07:01Z

ok random people keep adding without commenting and it's kind of annoying cause, for me, it says that you don't bother reading so why do you want to be my friend?! soooo please be kind enough to fill this out if you want to friend me! lol. I like doing these so yeah, it's not long or anything I promise!

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